Simple as you.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005

finally.imageless blogskin.I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IMAGELESS SKINS:D hehe.so anyway.i dunno why.but i feel very disappointed with myself after yesterday's band prac.seriously frustrating.it's like I CANT PLAY LOUD.I CANT PLAY GOOD NOTES.like,what am i going to do with myself in band.sigh.really.i was very sad after band prac yesterday D: bleah.sigh oh sigh.i really dunno what to do already.SOMEBODY HELP MAN.oh nvm.so home early today.lalala.i really got nth much to blog.well oh wells.i'm off





I LIKE 4 AND 7 STARS(:

3:10 pm
0 Simple Comments

Sunday, August 21, 2005

finally,sentosa concert is OVER!it was all in all really really great!well,came to school around 1.30 or so.took instrument.got ready everything.left at 3.i pity in my instrument.it was in the lorry.god knows what it might have hit D: okok over reacting.haha.ah wells.when we reached the musical fountain it started to drizzle!panic like shit can.later instrument corrode.bleah!so put inside this room really quickly.and everyone ran to viewing gallery.rested there.was seeing the ppl below with hanis.damn bored and we started this who kental(lame in malay) and those sorta thing.haha.after some time we rushed over to some sheltered place.started warming up there.yeah.wasnt very gd at first.but after that quite ok la.then went back to musical fountain with mrs chua(: check weather.LOL.did sound test.6.30,CONCERT STARTED!(: all in all great performance i must say.lol.tho a few parts werent too gd but other than that it was all great.viewed the recording when i got home(: yayy.I LOVE I LOVE.what a memorable concert man!

9:58 am
0 Simple Comments

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

found time to update so i guess that's why i'm here.lol.common tests are over.wheewoohooo.ho hum.concert is like in 4 days! and i'm so friggin excited and nervous at the same time.this is weird.lol.but i guess it's common.got malay paper back.damn with this new format, i did badly.shit.but ah wells.what to do.hmm.so today kena shit from azlin.but actually we got off easy.we were given demerit for truancy.that's wat i call lenient.aiya.well,it was the first time i skipped dnt lessons anyway.lol.so yeah.never gonna do it again.i'll just get into bigger shit.ho hum.well,i'm off(:
CONCERT IN 4 DAYS.OH HOW I LOVE SPIRITED AWAY.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

yesterday was tiring yet fun!HAPPY 40TH TO SINGAPORE BTW.tho,i'm one day late but oh whatever.so anyway.met farina at raffles place around 3pm.then after that.we walked around at raffles place and realized got no gd food place.so took train to city hall.then went to marina square and ate cavana.man,that place makes me have a hole in my pocket.lol.then after that walk and walk and walk.god noes how long la.walked to esplanade.I LIKE.lol.then we wanted to go to library.funny man.cannot go up escalator so wanted to take elevator.but it was like so scary coz when we pressed "3" the button didnt light up.twice we got in.but end up we were so scared to take lift we just left and walked at one fullerton.man,the place was jammed pack.walk and walk and walk.and we reached raffles place again.LOL.then decided to go bugis.the village is gd.a lot of cheap AND good stuff.hey,i'm not all that branded.unlike some.lol.so walk and walk.everything we saw we were like ok this must buy,that must buy.but we obviously didnt have enough money.haha.maybe next week i'll get those stuff.WOOHOO.hmms.then around 6.40pm we decide to leave.took mrt.TO RAFFLES PLACE AGAIN.gosh,the mrt was so packed we cld hardly move la.sheesh.then farina wanted to alight at city hall.we wld have been so unlucky if we did.coz i heard you couldnt walk coz the place was seriously packed.tsk.so hmm.alighted.then we went to just rest for awhile at cavenagh bridge area.a lot of ppl waiting to see fireworks.lol.around 7.30 dad called and said we could go into fullerton hotel already.farina felt very posh!wahaha.she was like TAKE PICTURE TAKE PICTURE.ahaha.funny like shit la.but seriously,the place was so empty that we thought we were the only ones there.then dad came.brought us to 8th level.this balcony area.just below the rooftop.there was this english guy there.and he was like laughing at us taking pictures feeling posh.lol.farina made me take a picture carrying her handbag.lol.i look weird like shit.i dun mind anyway.ho hum.hah.so yeah.THE FIREWORKS WERE SIMPLY GREAT.go to farina's blog ones she has updated the pic.IT WAS SIMPLY AMAZING I LOVE THE GRAND FINALE.the sounds were kinda too loud it kept giving me shocks.lol.then after that it was over already.then we left and sad at burger king.saw this guy.and i was like "oh,hot!but old..." lol.farina agreed.wahaha.then after that we had to find a toilet.nearest was esplanade!gosh.cld just faint.then dad said he leaving hotel already so left with him.fetched mom.and had supper.and i soon slept in the care.lol.YEAH OUTING YESTERDAY WAS GREAT.woots!wheeeeeeee

Sunday, August 07, 2005

oh i'm so weird.my latest addiction is like JAZZ.oh actually loved jazz long time ago.then i left that world for awhile.and now i'm back to my jazz world.JAZZ IS WHAT I CALL MUSIC(: and hiphop and rnb and soul(: yeah oh yeah.and some types of rock(but pls no hardcore headbanging stuff) and JAZZ.lol.hehe.i finally bought kenny g's album.for all those who dunno, he's a saxophone player who plays jazz.make that soprano sax!i really think the band shld have a soprano sax player.it's damn cool.it would be better than to have an english horn player or whatever.KENNY G ROCKS.woots woots.heh(: jess got me addicted to dishwalla.gosh.didnt noe my fren had the whole album!so borrowed.imported.and it's damn gd(: .DISHWALLA AND KENNY G. i could just swing all day(: bye(:

beneathe the smiles are just my painful sorrows.and yet i'm so concerned with you being happy.

Friday, August 05, 2005

I SERIOUSLY WANT THE GROUND TO OPEN UP AND SWALLOW ME WHOLE.I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE FUCK LATELY.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

if you think me you know me well enough then you're wrong
if you think i'm doing all this just to get attention then you're wrong
if you think i'm that tolerant and will take every single shit of yours then you're wrong
if you think that when your angry and you think i wld console you then you're wrong
if you think that when i cry i like it that you guys ask me if i'm ok, then you're wrong(SO FUCKING WRONG)
if you think you're the only with attitude and tantrums,then you're wrong
if you think you're the only one who can shoot words directly into my face, you're fucking wrong
if you think you're the only one stressed, then your effing wrong
ARGH.JUST FUCK EVERYTHING ALREADY
let the ground open up and swallow me whole.i'm sure no one will miss me.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

yesterday mood was really like shit.started crying all over again.i was stressed,pressured and depressed.sigh.thanks to this people who helped me while i was really down while online: jess,yongni and drea(: thanks <3>i thought that after crying i wld be better.but instead,just felt like shit again.fuck.then came to school.science.cried all over again during science.yeah,that's how pressured,stressed and depressed i am.it's been ages since i cried for 3 straight days.everyone's so upset,that i'm just in that mode too.but i have my reasons.sigh.pls.i want this feelings to go away.i want my old self back.the happy girl.who's always hyper and crazy.i dun smile anymore.like screw this life.done


slit wrist,hang neck and DIE.easier

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

looking at other people's life,i guess it's made me realize how thankful i should beto be in this position actually.seriously.there's so many ppl out there who's life couldnt get any worst.i mean i don't have to go halfway across the world, like to africa or smth, to see all this.my circle of frens is more than enough to make me realize how lucky i am.nono.i'm not talking abt my certain circle of frens who go slicing their arms coz they're depressed(well,they claim they are[rolls eyes]) due to bf/gf stuff.like,whatever.i'm very much talking abt those who are just simply leading a tough life in every aspect you can think of.ah i'm crap.i'm off.i just wanna cry and die.bye.

Welcome
Welcome note.

Meet Me
About you.Picture here.(height:100/width:200)

Tagboard
Cbox

Last post
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006

LInkies
name of link

Credits
By:Tim de Dios